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AKUYOSHI TREIN
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"How many attempts will it take to get it right? Does anyone actually care about me?Attempt #4.Akaius has fallen

BASIC INFO
Name: Akuyoshi Trein
Age: 16
Birthday: November 8
Homeland: Shaftlands
Family: Mozus Trein (Father); Lysandro Dankworth(Father); Unknown Mother; Kristijan Trein (Brother); Aullus Trein (Brother); Elliot Trein (Step Brother); Charles Charmont (Cousin); Delilah Dankworth-Trein (Half Sister)
Current Dorm: Heartslabyul
Previous Dorms: Ramshackle, Pomefiore, Coquillage (RSA)
Favorite Food: Cakes
Least Favorite food: Sour things; Nuts
Talent/Hobby: Curses
Club: None
Best Subject: History of Magic
List of Crimes:
Multiple attempts to set students on fire
Used his UM on a few students
Threw out an important nutrient supply in an attempted prank
Cursed their house-warden to death and almost succeded
Temporarily blinded a student with a potion
Kidnapping students
Name-calling
Attempts at intimidation
Death threats
Rude jokes at the expense of other's mental health
Taking advantage of the kindness of others to meet his needs

Hapless Trigger
"May the god of luck turn their back on you. ███████. Hapless Trigger.”
This hex causes the target to get seriously bad luck until a trigger word to unhex the target is spoken by Akuyoshi.
Tragic Beginnings
November 8, 2007.Mozus Trein's wife had entered labour unexpectedly. The due date was a month out. As such, his wife was rushed to the hospital alone, Mozus receiving a call only once she arrived. It should have been a joyous scene when he came, however, this wasn't the case. A crying newborn being taken out of the room and a sheet covering a body: this is how Akuyoshi Trein was introduced to the world.

Edited hair colour and eyes. Original work here: https://www.deviantart.com/kazenokaze/art/Rin-Shelter-643199168
Spite Spite Spite
"If the world hates me, I hate it."
Up until the tenth year of his life, Akuyoshi was a very obedient child. He had been left alone at home once again. Normally this wouldn't upset him so much, but it was his tenth birthday. So much literature and stories he's heard spoke of what an important milestone it was to reach double digits."A murderer like you should not celebrate such an occasion. It would be celebrating her demise."Words that have been spoken to him each year at this time by his father. He just wanted a cake.
Today marks another death caused by it on the day of it's birth.
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The words just called to him and before he knew it, he spoke them aloud. He was just upset. Later that night he found that person had been ███████. He knew it was his fault.
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Childhood Mother's Vessel
"Why must I wear dresses all the time?"Pain is something Akuyoshi was used to by the early age of three. He used to cry and scream and beg for mercy, but it would never stop. After all, he was a murderer.Akuyoshi's favourite time of day was anytime his family wasn't home.ALONE.No one to watch him. No one to beat him. No one to remind him that he should not exist. The only time he could be himself was in these few precious moments.All other times, Akuyoshi was made to be a model replica of the one he took from him. If one had to guess, he was a perfect little girl.

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Sixteen. The letter arrived.Night Raven College.Would there be anything waiting for him in such a school besides the pain and anger he lived with each day? His father and that wretched lover of his were at that school. Surely his father would be smart enough not to ruin his reputation, right?With high hopes, Akuyoshi boards the carriage.
Today marks the first day of his new life.